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Name: Michelle
Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 11/29/1984
Gender: Female
Interests: Shopping, work, partying, talking on the phone, randomly going on crazy dancing sprees where everyone thinks im drunk, but im actually sober, making random comments, reading rap songs out poetically, slapping asses, u know, the usual....
Expertise: Studying the oh so wonderful world of Criminology, Law, and Society! with a little hint of Film Studies (meaning that's my minor haha)
Occupation: Student
Industry: Legal
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Member Since:
6/4/2003
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| well hellooooo there, havent updated this thing in a hella long time. lets see, whats new..well ive been working a lot this summer at cingular, and i absolutely am starting to hate it, unless erfun is working with me, and so then on those days its fun. but yet i seem to have no money, i dont understand this, well i actually i lie, i do understand it, i spend too much damn money on clothes and stuff. but hey u know what, i know too many ppl who are hella cheap and dress way bad, and wont go shoppin cuz their so damn cheap..so i think its better to have 300$ in ur bank account and look good, then have 500$ and look like ur poor and cheap, no? haha that sounds so materialistic, but whatever. ive been accustomed to nice things my whole life, so i cant just stop at 19, and try to act like i dont like nice stuff and be completely against material things. at least im not materialistic when it comes to gifts and stuff, like id rather gifts be something from the heart. im just materialistic when it comes to my own spending and stuff. ok enough of that, i have a tendency to blab. but anyhoo, ok so this summer has been the summer of planning trips, and them falling apart, planning, falling. so FINALLY although its not a huge trip, and although i was just there 2 weeks ago, i planned a trip to vegas with friends, and its happenin. WOO. im goin this weekend, and we got free rooms at MGM so im way stoked, cuz that means more money for gambling!!! hah jk jk, i really gotta stop..i lose so much money every time i go there..2 weeks ago i purposelly only took $60 with me to prevent me from gambling, but no i ended up losin that, and about 200 of my dad's money too. but thats a lot better than before, i usually lose 700$ or more..SOOO BAD! its the 3 card poker that fucks u man.. stay awayy!! but i also got an ID for this trip thanks to soniya! wooo, so hopefully it will work and i can go to a vegas club for my very 1st time!! yayyy i am stoked, but over talkin about vegas.. dude, i totallyyy dont want school to start, im sooo not in the mood to worry about that shit all over agian :( i did well last quarter so when im on a roll like this, i have to keep it going, so that means another quarter of bustin ass and stressin..bleh...ill have 20 units too which wont be fun but whatevs, im sure ill get used to it. anyways i got a ton of shit to do before i leave tomo, so i gotta go do it, but hopefully when i get back, i can say i was drunk the whole trip and had a blast, and went to clubs! haha im such a dork, oh well.. | | |
| waddupp..well i am being extremely lazy about studying but f it. i seriously dont understand what happened, like out of no where i have 38038 things due, and 8320938 tests..it totally crept up on me...and so now its cramming time bc i have a paper due that i literally have no clue what the hell it is about, and i have to like 3 pages for an outline of another paper- also extremely vague...and i have 2 midterms...all this due at around the same time...plus i have to do the twin stars stuff too and im starting to work again...BLAH! but its all good...i work well under pressure (?)..last night i went and played poker again, but this time i lost :(! i was soo bummed, i never lose at poker! esp w/ big groups of ppl!!! but i was freakin there till 3am! and i had an 8am class today...ya that wasnt too much fun, but i took a 4 hour nap when i got home :) my whole body is soo sunburnt, and i have these 2 lines that are not burned/ or tan goin down my back cuz i guess the tanning bed didnt get that area or somthin, but it looks funny lol...anyways im really just writing random stuff cuz i really dont wanna go back to readin...i didnt do any readin for my govnt crime class, and i found out on tues the midterm is this tues, so now im crammin all the readin..its not so bad, but i wanted to finish it all tonight, and its boring! songfest is this weekend...im excited for it, hopefully theta will win the best show bc they deserve it...i wanna go to frat formals, i know thats random, but i remme that kinda stuff bein so much fun, and i was soo mia last quarter and i dunno i wanna go out and mingle and party and do all that more esp before summer...i dunno if time will allow me to, but id like to anyway...cuz i mean ur only in college once, and its important to utilize ur education resources, and study and all that, but also to have fun, and not just normal whatever fun that u could have for the rest of ur life, but actual cool fun thats like going to dances, and that kinda stuff, that u thought ud only have in high school, but yet it has come through into college, and really i dont think ill have it iin law school, so this really will be it.. wow ppl sometimes write such profound stuff in their xangas about like concepts and ideas and stuff that they ponder...nope i just write random ideas of poker, sunburned, and frat formals..ya i think its time to go back to reading for sure... | | |
| im so feeling this song right now..so confused..but all i know is i need you in my lifee...
I will be the answer at the end of the line
I will be there for you while you take the time
In the burning of uncertainty I will be your solid ground
I will hold the balance if you cant look down
If it takes my whole life I wont break I wont bend
Itll all be worth it worth it in the end
Cause I can only tell you what I know
that I need you in my life
When the stars have all gone out
youll still be burning so bright
Cast me gently into morning
For the night has been unkind
Take me to a place so holy
That I can wash this from my mind
The memory of choosing not to fight
If it takes a whole life I wont break I wont bend
Itll all be worth it worth it in the end
Cause I can only tell you what I know
That I need you in my life
And when the stars have all burned out
Youll still be burning so bright
Cast me gently into morning for the night has been unkind
-its a sarah mclaughlin song and its so beautiful. ive had her new cd for a while, btu for some reason i never sat and actually LISTENED to this song and the lyrics, and its so true to my life right now...that song is good to...the one thats like "its just one of em days that a girl goes through.." wow i used to be obsessed w/ that song in high school! id always be like "omg thats soo how i feel" haha good shit good shit...aite me and the man r havin dilemnas...i am HIGHLY confused, and i hate it. im used to havin control over everything, including myself, which means that nothin would then be wrong...but no...im confused and i dont know what to do :(...hopefully the right thing will happen...on a brighter note, the other night i won adam p's money haha- him and his buddies lol...that was fun for me...
today was this mentor thing at theta, it was really great. i hope those little girls make it somewhere good in life... | | |
| i went out tonight! haha i know thats not crazy, but whats crazy is i went out w/ UCI ppL! haha and it was actually fun...cuz lately ive been way into hangin w/ the bf, or high school friends and stuff which nothin beats...but i figured why not try uci ppl, and i did, and it was cool. so hooray | | |
| howdy..i am so tired. i literally get 0 sleep lately, i dunno whats goin on. i sleep-eat-study-sleep-eat-sleep lol... i WILL start working out...i keep telling myself to but i get so damn lazy..i need a gym buddy or someone to actually get my ass to the gym. cuz im determined to go, and ill want to go, but like an hour before i get all lazy. my new goal is to go to the gym! and not just once, cuz i do that too- where ill just go 1 time and then not go again for like 2 months..soo bad...i wanna party tonight, but im havin ID issues...there is always ID issues :( and whats ridiculous is I have been getting away w/ gambling in vegas since i was 16...and not just gamblin at little secret casinos, but totally playing at 100 minimum limit tables at the bellagio , caesars, and like major casinos, and they never card me...but yet i wanna go to a damn bar and just dance a little, and i have probs gettin in! what a world lol...either way i really need to take a nap, and then ill see the party situation for this evening. i think its even remarkable that im actually willing to go out for once, rather than just be lazy! so props to me lol | | |
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